Happy school days to eveyrone, bless you, study hard newbs.

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That's just a load of bullshit. Nothing in our life is pre-scripted in any way by any imaginary being nor is there a thing called karma. It's all about what we decide to do with our life and to a certain degree about chance and luck. For example if u decided to kill yourself right now, it would be your own decision, not some imaginary god's. But if u get lucky u might fail in the attempt and survive but that was down to you, since u, urself decided the killing method and how efficient it might be.

You can try making the best out of this life but sometimes things just don't work out as u'd want them to and u just have to live with it. Usually after u've had some rough times,  things will eventually get better. For example u get a promotion at ur job or u get new friends etc. Just don't give up, that's the only thing u need to remember. Only you can make things better for yourself. Not anyone else or any imaginary god for that matter.

And to Zezima:


Zez, if u really feel that way, u might want to see a doctor of some sort, incase u have some sort of depression or other mental problem. Some medicine can really improve ur quality of life and help survive the problems u have.

maybe u are right...after reading what u wrote ,a quote came to my mind ' i am me,i am god, i am everything'
but on that note i have to say one thing more that different people have different thinking.. my culture is tottaly different to yours..i am like a person who beleives in all that thing i wrote before about karmas and gods ..anyways this topic was a good one to share somewhat the same story of zezima and i hope he feels good after reading all these replies because he is not the only one  out there with that messed up life