02-26-2011, 02:16 AM
well went to the hospital(emergency room) from there got thrown in another psyche ward(suicide thoughts in california) told them i was depressed and wasn't gettin any sleep they gave me some medicine that started with a G(blue&white)had me curled up knees to chin ain't taking that no more even though they tried but as a patient i had the right to refuse. it was suppose to knock me out but i think because i haven't been gettin any sleep and my body was numb from panic attacks, it had another effect on me i felt toally sick couldn't really talk, couldn't stop moving my body felt like throwing up but wasn't it was horrible but eventually i got some sleep as it was wearing off.and i hesitated and almost took it again but i was so scared of them pills i refused,so next they sent me to a sort of group home for people with problems and i'm 25 but everyone there was 18 and up any way and they had problems my problem could be solved with pills,but still wasn't gettin any sleep, but once i got out they recommended a out patient clinic which is better than being in there, so rundown so went to the hospital>went to physche>georgia regional>home all in 3 days man was i lucky to get out the pyche ward they was tryin to me insane with that pill they gave me but i got some meds so should be cool and about sleeping well to be continued all in good experience