Hey, i was always abused as a child and it ruined me, that lead to my sexual programs, people knowing that something had entered my ass, decided to stick away from me, after that i quickly turned to drugs to make me less depressed, that then lead to me turning gay, i thought it'd work seeing as i'd already taken one in the butt, but it didn't, which lead to me going emo and cutting myself, i turned back to straight, but still had no grlefriend, i was just a little poor boy, kids around the block pretty much found out soon enough and started bullying me, and then i found out i was American, once i found out i went to starbucks and started binge eating every day, my parents then found out i'd stole $10 from them for a steam supreme from starbucks, a few years later, i'd decided to dye my hair, i chose orange, it looked fine until i saw another ginger masturbating chronically, i just couldn't put up with myself, so i pulled the plug and went down the bath, can you help me come back 10x better, please?
Anonymous
This is a very common problem. Its clear to me that you where not abused enough as a child since you where only raped up the ass once. Trust me on this, it always hurts the first few times, but then it starts to feel real good. I suggest you confront the person who abused you and let them do it some more.
In relation to your drug addiction problem - contact me again, I can get you good shit at good prices. If you're going to be an addict then at least do it right.
Am I correct in assuming you're still Emo, hence going down 'the bath'? Most Emos who cut their wrists do it wrong. Cut down the centre of the wrist, not across. Your stupidy on the 'attempted suicide' is probably because you're american.
Unfortunatly there is nothing you can do to solve the American issue, however you already took the first big step, which is the most difficult by attempting sucide. I suggest you go and get raped by your abuser a few more times, then slit your wrists the correct way and give yourself a dignified death while masturbating on a lump of cheese.
Don't forget the letter.
Love,
Sophia
